Hold me just a little longer
Although it’s the 4th time that I’m leaving home for Shanghai after settling in comfortably for at least a month, the attachment remains strong. I’ll be missing plenty here: my family, who will always be there; friends who are willing to stick it out at a flea market stall; friends who are willing to explore Pulau Ubin together; friends who make the effort to meet up every single time that I’m back; friends whom I can goof around with at Swissotel; friends whom I can chat with till the wee hours in the morning with Kickapoo and Sampoerna at a coffee shop, talking about diversity in people and inter-personal relationships; friends who can really eat; and of course, a lover who loves with all her heart.
The rain pattering gently on the grounds of Singapore seemingly manifests what I have to suppress.
huix, take care when u get back to shanghai. i hope i can comevisit. i really miss talking nonsense with u and sam… just laughing over silly nonsense n especially all the ‘really’s ahhaha. if only pple here will be more genuine….n of course, with the other sc girls. i wished i was home. sigh. tlak to u soon. hoefully, i;ll still be alive. think i;ll die from acute alcohjol poisoning. damn sad. sigh. i dunno. u take care, dont turn to alcohol like me. k? speak to u soon. miss u buddy. we must so meet up in july.